I've decided to start a new project. I'm calling it something lame: One Line a Day. It's inspired by my desire to buy a new journal.
The Beginning:
I really like buying notebooks and journals. The first page of a new journal makes me feel inspired, as if the page pulses with potential.
The Conflict:
After I write on that first new page, the whole journal feels old. And I have to go buy a new one, because I want to feel the adrenaline rush of empty lines.
I have a collection of mostly-blank notebooks: all of which have writing on the first one or two pages.
The Seed:
I found a journal, called "One Line a Day." My irrational self wants to buy the journal. My rational self is afraid it will end up like the others.
But it's just so beautiful.
It has a line for every day of the year:
room enough to write one sentence--One Line--
for each day. For five years.
The Compromise:
I resist the impulse buy. Instead, I give myself a trial period.
Kind of like when I wanted a cat in elementary school and my mom made me prove I could take care of something by committing to cleaning my room and bathroom everyday for a month.
I prove to myself that I will use the One Line a Day Journal, by using my blog as my "One Line a Day." For a month, I'll blog one line a day. If I can do it, I get the journal. If I can't, I have to pretend I did and start filling up all those neglected notebooks sitting in the bottom of our closet.
We got that cat. I'm gonna get me that journal.